1. #Spoonie #SpoonieProblems #Depression #Sad #HypothyroidDisease #HashimotosThyroidits #PMDD #Anxiety #ChronicIllness #InvisibleIllness #AutoImmuneDisease

    #Spoonie #SpoonieProblems #Depression #Sad #HypothyroidDisease #HashimotosThyroidits #PMDD #Anxiety #ChronicIllness #InvisibleIllness #AutoImmuneDisease

  2.  It’s the most wonderful time OF THE YEARRRRRRRRR!

    Reblogged from: baysbookblog
  3. I think I’m getting better. It’s not have bad for only knowing how to crochet for a couple days! Eh? 

Any tips? I don’t know if the ends are right.

#crochet #crocheting #learningtocrochet

    I think I’m getting better. It’s not have bad for only knowing how to crochet for a couple days! Eh?

    Any tips? I don’t know if the ends are right.

    #crochet #crocheting #learningtocrochet

  4. This is what happens when I try to look pretty.

    This is what happens when I try to look pretty.

  5. My other #MCM goes to THE CUTEST FUCKING CREATURE ON THE PLANET! His name is Boo, he’s a Pomeranian. I look at his pictures daily, and screech in a high pitch. While talking to him. This little pup makes my day. HOW ARE YOU SO CUTE!? I just wanna pet his furry little face. 

#boo #hehazcookie #grrrr #iwantoholdhimandpethimandlovehimandsqueezehim #LOOKATTHATCUTEASSTHING #LOOKATIT

    My other #MCM goes to THE CUTEST FUCKING CREATURE ON THE PLANET! His name is Boo, he’s a Pomeranian. I look at his pictures daily, and screech in a high pitch. While talking to him. This little pup makes my day. HOW ARE YOU SO CUTE!? I just wanna pet his furry little face.

    #boo #hehazcookie #grrrr #iwantoholdhimandpethimandlovehimandsqueezehim #LOOKATTHATCUTEASSTHING #LOOKATIT

  6. My current mood. 

#pmdd #depression #spoonie #Ihavenofriends #noonelikesme #over

    My current mood.

    #pmdd #depression #spoonie #Ihavenofriends #noonelikesme #over

  7. I’m not sure what’s more fun about PMDD.

    The mood swings, so violent, I go from suicidal, to irate, to uncontrollably crying.

    The weight gain, and bloating SO SEVERE I almost can’t get around.

    The pain in my uterus, that feels like tiny midgets rip my insides apart.

    Bouncing back and forth between SO HORNY, I can’t stand it. To being so repulsed by men, I could literally vomit.

    Or perhaps, the insomnia. Let me tell you about the insomnia. NOTHING. I repeat, NOTHING puts your ass to sleep. Ambien, is like taking air. It takes an act of fucking congress, to get you to sleep. And when you do manage to sleep? You sleep poorly, and only for a handful of hours. This shit, goes on for DAYS. And it literally drives you to the brink of madness.

    Fuck you PMDD! You; miserable, vengeful,Syphilitic whore.

  8. I decided to show off a simple, clean and classic make up look. With winged liner and nude lip! 

Foundation: Pur Minerals Powder (light/clair)
Bronzer: Pur Minerals 
Eye Shadow: Bare Minerals (well rested) & Laura Geller Marble Shadow (Pink Icing/Devils Food)
Liner: Kat Von D Liner Pen (Trooper)
Mascara: Make Up Forever (Smoky Extravagant) 
Lip Liner: Pur Minerals (Plum Cerita)
Lipstick: Make Up Forever (Artist Natural) 

Some of these are samples I got from Ulta & Sephora

    I decided to show off a simple, clean and classic make up look. With winged liner and nude lip!

    Foundation: Pur Minerals Powder (light/clair)
    Bronzer: Pur Minerals
    Eye Shadow: Bare Minerals (well rested) & Laura Geller Marble Shadow (Pink Icing/Devils Food)
    Liner: Kat Von D Liner Pen (Trooper)
    Mascara: Make Up Forever (Smoky Extravagant)
    Lip Liner: Pur Minerals (Plum Cerita)
    Lipstick: Make Up Forever (Artist Natural)

    Some of these are samples I got from Ulta & Sephora

  9. #spoonie #hope #prayer #faith #trying #hashimotosthyroiditis #hypothyroiddisease #pmdd #depression #anxiety #chronicillness #invisibleillness #sick

    #spoonie #hope #prayer #faith #trying #hashimotosthyroiditis #hypothyroiddisease #pmdd #depression #anxiety #chronicillness #invisibleillness #sick

  10. I just wanted to take a moment, to give a shout out to the best people on earth. “The non-spoonie friend”. The person who has no fucking idea how your world works, but still walks with you through it. This person has empathy, they genuinely care for you, and hurt for you. They don’t know how you do what you do, and they support you. Without the bullshit, without the backstabbing. They ask questions, they listen. They are a God-Send. Because not the the spoonie community is fucking amazing. But sometimes, it’s nice to have a friend that’s not a million miles away.

    My non-spoonie friend is the best. I love her so much, and I’m so grateful to her on days and nights where I want to give up. 

    She’s loving when she needs to be, but knows how to bitch slap me into shape. Especially when pain consumes me. 

    Here’s to you healthy friends!

    You’re our favorite free spoons.

    <3

    This post, is for you. 

  11. This like the poster for PMDD. 

#PMDD #Hormones #IDEK

    This like the poster for PMDD.

    #PMDD #Hormones #IDEK

  12. I’m officially in that PMS (PMDD) timeline (haze). It’s just so heavy… and it’s so thick and foggy. All of the sudden my depression deepins, it grows roots! My anxiety worsens and makes me feel like with each step, the world shakes around me. I feel so isolated and alone… to the point where I purposefully isolate myself. Why? Because no one understands. You don’t understand. I don’t even fucking understand. I want you to stay with me and leave, at the same time. I want to crawl into a dark hole and into someone’s arms, at the same time. Every. Little. Fucking. Thing. Is this this monumental soul crushing let down.

    I feel like the world hates me, and I fucking hate it right back.

    I say things I don’t mean, I think things, I don’t really think. I want things, I don’t really want.

    I want to cry, all the time.

    I feel like the world has given up on me, abandoned me, and is plotting against me.

    I feel guilty for every breath I take.

    I ache all over.

    The weight of the world is on my shoulders to the point where I walk like every step is painful. …And it is.

    I hate myself. I hate the monster in the mirror.

    She’s mean, she’s hateful, she’s pathetic, worthless, useless and a pain in everyone’s ass.

    So she lays on a heating pad, closes her eyes, and reminds herself. It’s just PMDD.

  13. Tagged by @hotmessbritt to #stopdropselfie #blackandwhiteselfie &#8230;I am dog sitting and watching TV and giving my signature sassy, &#8220;I hate taking pictures of myself face&#8221;. But for my spoonie friends and &#8220;other Brittany&#8221;. I will take selfies all day. 

I tag @katedebetaz and @missjilliangrace :)

#spoonie #bbw #chubby #sassy #spoonieselfie #pmdd #hashimotosthyroiditis #chronicillness #invisibleillness

    Tagged by @hotmessbritt to #stopdropselfie #blackandwhiteselfie …I am dog sitting and watching TV and giving my signature sassy, “I hate taking pictures of myself face”. But for my spoonie friends and “other Brittany”. I will take selfies all day.

    I tag @katedebetaz and @missjilliangrace :)

    #spoonie #bbw #chubby #sassy #spoonieselfie #pmdd #hashimotosthyroiditis #chronicillness #invisibleillness

  14. I don’t know what annoys me more. My ever changing/fluctuating hormones… or boys.

    Seriously boys? You are as annoying if not more… THAN A FUCKING DISEASE. Ugh.

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